Are you hungry? Are you sick? Are you begging for a break?

I'm so completely cynical today - which blows, because I've been this way for the past few days, and it's October; this is usually my happy month.
Today I went and took care of my mom - she has the flu so bad she can barely like, move at all. It's hard to see your mum like that, because she's usually the one taking care of you. Get well soon, you little trooper!

Nick and I are trying to get everything straightened out for our party, but it seems that we keep missing each other and the days are wearing thinner and thinner. In addition to not having everything in it's right place, I have no costume and no money to buy a costume. I love Halloween, it's probably my favorite holiday in the whole year and for money to run extremely tight around Halloween is like the icing on the cake. I barely (well, wait, no. I don't...) have money to feed myself.

This all seems like depressing news, huh? Well, I wish that I had better things to report! Hopefully this weekend will bring the peak that my life is desperately needing right now. *fingers crossed*

The difference between the noun and the verb

You would think that being unemployed and having all the free time in the world would be excellent, don't you? Well, it's not.

I do have a job interview tomorrow, but I'm not holding my breath. Most of the interviews that I've gone out on have been pretty busty, so I'm crossing my fingers that this could be the one. Whereas I'm super stoked that I have finally have an interview, it's been a long time coming - and my unemployment is getting very close to running out. Also, I found something out about my previous job that made me cry - very not cool. I've tried long and hard to get over my sad, depressing feelings that I feel towards that place and this was like the cherry on top. I'm trying with all my might to keep my spirits high though, because lately my low-lows have been extremely low. Not to mention, my baby guinea pig, Pig Mallion passed away earlier this month - it's been so hard without him.

However, throughout all this strife, I'm so fortunate to have such a incredible support system. My sister always has my back 100% and whenever I start to spiral down, she pulls me right back up. My mom and dad coddle me and give me the support and inspiration that I need to continue on and my best friend Nick is the embodiment of a lifesaver. That being said, without them, I don't know how I would have gotten through the last few months. Take that, life.

In other news, I'm super uper stoked this weekend! Last weekend, Nick, Cory, Josh and I went to the Lemp Brewery Haunted House - it was excellent; way better than the one we went to the weekend before (The Drip in Chesterfield, MO - don't go, it's extra lame). Also, last Saturday was Cory's Halloween Party (which we were aptly calling, "Pre-game Halloween") and it was a blast. Cory decorated his house so spooky and it was just a great time between friends.

This Thursday (money permitting) we're supposed to go to The Darkness. The Darkness is pretty much always excellent as far as haunted houses go. Plus, apparently it's redesigned so that it's the "scariest in the USA" so we'll see, we will see. Friday is our Annual Halloween Bash, which Nick and I are going over the details as we speak. I mean completely stoked.

Then, Saturday is Ashley's "Nightmare on Plum Street" which will definitely be a great time. I can't wait!